I want to cry because beautiful people are always waltzing into my life before I am emotionally and mentally ready for them to be there. I fail to realize their potential and instead waste time pining out for the broken people who have broken me down into this horrible fucking person I am today. I want to be able to accept the love that comes my away, not shy away from it. But here I am yet again, repeating the process. I am going to end up alone for ever at this rate.
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